no trust check no support check no communication check no loyalty check aha whats more aha ohwell i dont give a damn about what you both said im not some who can take those backstabbing and betrayals but i do miss our outings we used to hang out around in town spending on those unnecessary stuffs using our parents money sharing our problems going thru thick and thin together we even plan to move in together when we grow up i thought we would be friends forever i thought im lucky to have such a great friend i still remembered theres a time we told each other our secrets we promised not to tell anyone but yet.. at that time i knew i couldnt trust you no more things started to get bad on that day wars coming our way that have to involved teachers and parents wtflmfao worst year ever
friends are easy to find but true friends arent aha the most fuckedup was you dont know if they are gossiping behind your back and acting innocent infront of you up till now i dont really believe in friendship maybe because i am still learning to understand it i know ive been giving attitudes lately which i dont wish it to happen am not in a good mood recently i feel like killing everyone on earth i hate strangers for no reason i hate peepos that look at me i will start cursing them like theres no tmr i hate my relatives too i always think people with good intention are bad sorry im a kinda fuckedup person like what my mommy said im crazy hahah real world is crucial peoples can be fake infront of you they put a mask and you will never know the secret of the mask on their face now i decided to put on my mask too just for people who are wearing it too if you think this post is about you there you go
happy 43th birthday singapore same old performances, fireworks, etc lawl cant they change to something new and my company doesnt even have a half or a full day off before national day wtf man they want us to work like one fucking dog and ive so many things that im not happy with i have two times more works to do than him and he is always fucking late for 15 minutes the worst thing is his pay is higher than mine wtf la cant those filipinos pass the work to him why must they always fucking ask me to do it sigh its totally not fair because his position is the same as me and he seems woah-so-free seriously fucked up -o-
today after work went to find loyi at town we saw stevenlim from far i was like wtf aha and he came towards and approach me and loyi he started to ask whether are we from japan or singapore if we are intrested to be his model while listening i recall some of his retards videos lmfao i almost laugh out loud infront of him can after we headed down to kinokuniya went to find the anime book but didnt buy it in the end lawl shop awhile and had our dinner at Aijisen than call up kelvin decided to take off tmr boo tmr shall be my rest day peace oh
ive deleted away my previous emo entry i scared there is some misunderstanding :/ nothing much to update i guess been busy with my portfolio for my entry to nafa next year haha when i told mommy about this her first reaction was "i no money ah use ur own money" teehee bingo i never thought of using it anyway besides preparing im busying learning jap lang lolz omfgawd please their vocab is so confusing might be going down to town tmr to find my book uh im a good girl i read books everyday too and than sat all not free for sentosa well got to wait for vivien to get her pay on next sat life is so bored bored kentai same routine everyday work home work home so lifeless zz a long time since i last went shopping ill be getting my gucci bag soon soon after work fuck it cost me alot and mommy kept negotiating with me she wants my bag ahahahha bleah idk if i should feel happy or feeling regret :/
