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went interview early in the morning.
starting work from next monday onwards.
meet vi in the train, headed t kallang.
went for another interview thingy.
yes im mad im gonna work everyday.
after, went t haji and camwhoring :x

woke up at 7am in the morning.
prep and all, headed down to zoo.
earned quite alot, all thanks t quan.
lol, then went safari for lunch.
after work, went t zoo with don.
free admission, discount & everything :D
tmr working at birdpark, hahaa.
guess i cant earn much tomorrow.
birdpark! :O

once thought a best friend forever.
but had clearly changed so much.
someone i called a sister.
who lost all of my trust.
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i haven't been blogging, if anyone realised.
firstly, sweet sixteen birthday ahmei!
missed your party. very cb one lor.
school starting for everyone already.
got noone to entertain me every night.
how i wish..
how i wish..
:(

elbatsnu yerv smees pihsnoitaler ruo
yadyreve gnivah mi gnileef siht etah i
hgis syrme ssim i detatirri desufnoc

noticed my eye bag are getting darker.
arg everyday only slept about 5 hours.
everytime midnight, wake up find food.
after eating, watch tv, by the time i slp,
is fucking 6am in the morning ._.

anyway, i bought a book yesterday.
lolz, boo surprised? time for study!
after meet up vi t collect her phone.
bought a bag i found it for very long!
lol, i used finish up my one day pay :(
then homed, after dinner went t bf's.
everytime only smoke smoke smoke.
idiot next time step your boots more :x

ah la eh, i passed by this anon friendster.
photos many of her sucking a pacifier.
like wtf, fifteen years old already eh.
no wonder got expelled from school.
sian going for interview later.
going t have my mac breakfast soon.
heh heh like finally right!? bye

slept at 6am yesterday.
doing nothing the whole day,yawns.
i have been having mood swings.
stupid interview was cancelled last min.
the girl msged and told me:
'Alyssa i think you are not suitable for
this job, we need someone independent
and i think you are not, bye'

lmfao what the f is wrong with her.
forget it aha, i didnt plan t do that job.
fucking weekend still have t work.
mommy la mommy! help me apply.

dear God,

my friend just had her wonderful hair perm.
i wish it was mine. the tv shows are boring,
please change it t powerpuff girls.
also, im stress about my future studies.
idk if i can make it, if i take the papers :(?
i hate, why am i sucha failure in everything.
i didnt mean t quarrel with my dad earlier on.
idk why i felt so easily irritated these days.
im going for another interview tmr, wish me gl :D
lastly, "XXX" is a freako, please banish her from Earth.

with love,

Alyssa

yeah i quited that childcare job.

happy april fool (?) ahaaaaaaaa.

since how many fucking months,

i last touch a pen and math stuff.

morning, check every kid's hmk.

then arrange all their sheets, uh.

after their lunch, send them t sch.

and then i realised i taught the

boy homework wrongly. rooofl!

lunched, then fetch afternoon session.

keep fooling ard with my brother.

eh.
tiring, noisy, irritated, headache.

hope boyf leg fully recover soon.

if not im his maid till he is recover!