seriously if one day im gone.
would anyone even bother to look for me.
would they know i have just gone missing.
or wouldnt they?

ALYSSA is having a high fever.
ALYSSA is having a big headache.
ALYSSA is having a bad stomache.
ALYSSA is feeling very very cold.
ALYSSA feels like vomiting.
ALYSSA is missing him..

the pain is killing her ..

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
im soon-to-be a childcare teacher.
i love kids they are so effffffin cute!
i can bully everyone over there, wahaha!
they called me t go over tmr at 7am?!
mad last minute then inform me.
at least let me rest for one more day :\

i hate feeling alone and feeling
so confused and everything i loved
you and i cant do anything right.
what am i to?

i hate feeling useless i hate hurting myself.
i hurt everyone around me.
i can never be happy.
why do i bother!
.
.
can anyone tell me why i am so messed up.

-

watched one litre of tears, as recommended
by yashi. i didnt cry, although the show is
kinda touching! :\ how how!

i wanna watch sky of love & the orphanage.
any kind souls?

stayed over at grandma's house.
watched cj7, so cute and touching.
drank plum wine with aunt, eee :x
couldnt sleep last night, tv all e way.
till about five am, i wanted t go sleep,
a drunk white chicken called me :\

next morning, woken up by aunt -.-
the time is only ten plus am, and she
keep nagging why i woke up so late.
seriously, sometimes i feel like .. hm.
lolz, i still remember how she taught
me t hold the chopstick correctly when
i was having my dinner last night! -.-

after that we went t visit ahgong.
i've got so many things t tell him..
so many.. but after i reached there,
my mind went blank..?

went goat farm.
issnt this baby goat so f cute?!
somehow. i wish i can bring it home.
put it in my room and acc me everyday.
can anyone help me kidnap this goat?
hehe :x

went fishing with keith, and his
friend, jason at sembawang last night.
but we din caught any in the end.
wanted t see stars, but not much :\
aha whatever it is, i still enjoyed..
maybe, cause of keith's ghost stories -.-

after that, went over t his house.
we watch a few cds, idk what am i doing.
i was staring at the lap, and my
mind was thinking about, hmm.
he kept complaining that im..
i kept treating him as my maid, loler.
i swear im not going out with him anym!
i mean, during night time :\
cabbed home.

called mclin e MACDONALD, wahah.
err, and i suddenly realized that
i didnt eat for the whole of ytd.
hunger usually there but not today.
got no appetite these days, why..
watching rule later, tonight! :D

i feel something's wrong in my life,
every thing's nice but still i dislike
everyone's talking but i'm quite
everyone's happy, but i'm sad.
everyone tires when the day drags,
but i'm tired before the day starts,
staring t the glass of wine, i feel
i'm missing you in my life.

i did it.

idk if i made the right or the wrong one.
but for now, i regretted even doing so.
but even if i feel that way,
i can't rewind back time.

im so confused..

i ask myself,
do you really love me
do you really want t be with me
or, you just playing with my heart.
is there something that i should know.
maybe you've found someone new?
a doubt's been built inside my heart.
slowly its tearing me apart..

i missed you.

maybe it's time t let go..

:3
since after stop contacting my girlfriends,
i didnt step into the neoprint shop.
haha, vivien is also another one :x
i suck at designing neos, bleh.
sigh! i got not much money left.
i wanna faster get a job, and earn.

no money no life :(

djmax is teh sex!
D:

i got sooooo addicted t it that i
played for a whole day straight.
lol, but im still currently in 4 buttons.
i think it is better than o2jam :\

went for the interview yesterday.
the size of the office is so small can.
if i work, only me and a designer?
like that, my lunch how. so boring
and i need t take a train and bus.
so troublesome laaaaa, sighsigh.
but the person haven cfm with me yet.
hahahahaaaaa, lala :x

im so tired now, i wanna sleeep and
never wake up, but it's something
that will never be true.

yeah, i bought a levis's spectacle.
it's brown in color, super like it!
i paid for my brother's one too.
:\

my items from korean arriving soon!
lala, im so broke right now.
anw im going for interview next tues.
at bb, office interior design.
woot.

pata pata pata pon
.
.
.

pon pon pata pon rys!
ahaa, retarded game :x

mommy jio me out for shopping ytd :\
lawl so weird something is not right.
went fe collect my stuff first.
bought a few heels and top :\
after that we went t the central.
bought a few items there, so hehpi! :x
than mom told me she's also happy.
i asked her why, she said she spent
my money the whole day, wttttttttf.
she took the money from my salary.
somemore still treat her so nice that day :\

walau eeh, i treat her dinner and everything.
went kandi bar and drink also i treat her.
._.

i think i drank too much last night.
i vomited right outside the mrt, duh.
can feel my head is still heavy now ):
didnt slept much last night.
fffffs, it's six plus in the morning now.
i cant sleep i cant sleep, ahhhhh.
O:

Alyssa, sweet seventeen17s, gemini baby, and am attached to my retarded emrys ♥
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