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Sometimes I wanna give up and say,
Fuck it I quit leave this place
thats like hell and not give a shit.
I hold on only for my family and friends.
But I still see myself falling coming t an
end when things start to get better, why?
If you look within me you'll see nothing but
tears bottled up inside for soo many years.
It's killing me slowly..

Sometimes I got t put on a fake smile t
school and acted like everything was oki.
But when I got home, my smile faded away.
Why some peoples always say life is great.
Yeah, because they got what they want.
Hah, how I wish someone could kill me.
I just want t be..
.
.
Happy. Is it so hard t ask for?

Skipped school yesterday, heh.
I totally hate Monday's timtable.
End late plus so many many sjcts.
Trained down t Dhoby with Yling.
Had Suki Sushi for dinnerrrr.

Watched License to Wed.
After the show, mom called.
She was angry cause I took the money.
Which was supposed t buy dinner for
me and my bro for this whole week.
Warned before ten home, jitao sian.

I din really bother abt it so much.
Headed t PS, bought the board.
T stick all my neoprints on it, heh.
Reached home around ten plus.
I stand down there like a idiottttt.
Listening t both of them singing.

I wanna work, they complained.
I stay at home, they complained.
I go out with fs, they complained.
I stay overnight, they complained.
Disown then disown lah!
No ~~freedom~~, nothing, f my life.

Updateeeeeeeeeeeyo!
Poned school for the last few days.
Only attended on Thursday, lolers.
Got back our english prelim result.
I passed for all the papers, eheheh.
Roflmao, the rest of subjs idk yet. ;O

Can't sleep last night, idk why.
Tears started t roll from my face
I think t myself, where are these
tears coming from? Why am I crying?
Will these tears ever go away?
Hah, whatever.

Trained down t town.
Didn't bought much things, duh.
I saw a blue and white top dam nic.
Went t the changing room, tried it.
I told the casher I want t buy it.
Took out my wallet, fucknbcbftw.
Mommy said end of this month, hai.
No money no life.

Cabbed home.
Church tmr.

Woke up early in the morning.
Took my passport and just left.
Parent dkno anything abt it, rofl.
Met Cheryl at woodlands center.
W her mom, then off t Johor. :)

Headed t CitySq, had oyster meesua.
I didn't ate the oyster, only the mee.
Lol, dam wasted but blaaaaa nvm ;d
After that went t cathay, bought tixs.
The Simpsons, student price 6rm.
Sgpore : three bucks only, roflmfao.
Shopped around, din bought anything.
Their clothes over there dam zomg.

Almost all the girl's wearing so 'kawaii'.
Can't imagine if I wear it in Sgpore, rofl.
Maybe suitable for thos gothic lovers.
Hah, too bad not my type and I hate it.
Cheryl bought a bag and her makeup.
I didn't even bought a single thing, hai.
Shall not go into details ^.^

Back at around 7pm.
Dammmm, I so miss Singapore ;X
Went t Cheryl's house then Syun came.
Bought Bubble teas, had supper.
Wanted t stay overnight at her hse.
But my mom don't allowed, sadded.
Puipuipuipuipui ;O

Woke up early in the morning.
Took my passport and just left.
Parent dkno anything abt it, rofl.
Met Cheryl at woodlands center.
W her mom, then off t Johor. :)

Headed t CitySq, had oyster meesua.
I didn't ate the oyster, only the mee.
Lol, dam wasted but blaaaaa nvm ;d
After that went t cathay, bought tixs.
The Simpsons, student price 6rm.
Sgpore : three bucks only, roflmfao.
Shopped around, din bought anything.
Their clothes over there dam zomg.
Almost all the girl's wearing so 'kawaii'.

Can't imagine if I wear it in Sgpore, rofl.
Maybe suitable for thos gothic lovers.
Hah, too bad not my type and I hate it.
Cheryl bought a bag and her makeup.
I didn't even bought a single thing, hai.
Shall not go into details ^.^

Back at around 7pm.
Dammmm, I so miss Singapore ;X
Went t Cheryl's house then Syun came.
Bought Bubble teas, had supper.
Wanted t stay overnight at her hse.
But my mom don't allowed, sadded.
Puipuipuipuipui ;O

My Xanga free trail has expired. ;O
I hate using the new Xanga's themes.
Relink relink, don't be lazy or.

Steamboat @ Marina!
Everyone over there is attached.
Rofl, so called Haiping along ;O
Celest, Yling and her boy came.
Waited for Joanna then trained down
t Amk, Kristin and her boy came.
Aight, steamboat at dragon village.
Idk why I love that place so much, lol.

All of us was complaining abt the weather.
One by one went t the arcade, rofl.
Didn't ate much, idk why, on diet?
Beatmania w Haiping, I won her.
Lol, after that went t played pool.
W00t, long time nv play alr.

Watched fireworks later, bare footed.
Hahah, dam song without slippers.
Yling quarreled w her boy.
Just because of a dam f ball.
Woa, some lala thing happened.
A guy pulled her gf's hair and f's hair?
This kind of guy also have, f t the max.
If I'm Yling, I'll straight away break.
Too bad I'm not her, rahhhhhhh. ;X

Hokay.
Msia tmr w Cheryl and her mom, heh.
:)

My Xanga free trail has expired. ;O
I hate using the new Xanga's themes.
Relink relink, don't be lazy or.

Steamboat @ Marina!
Everyone over there is attached.
Rofl, so called Haiping along ;O
Celest, Yling and her boy came.
Waited for Joanna then trained down
t Amk, Kristin and her boy came.
Aight, steamboat at dragon village.
Idk why I love that place so much, lol.

All of us was complaining abt the weather.
One by one went t the arcade, rofl.
Didn't ate much, idk why, on diet?
Beatmania w Haiping, I won her.
Lol, after that went t played pool.
W00t, long time nv play alr.
Watched fireworks later, bare footed.
Hahah, dam song without slippers.

Yling quarreled w her boy.
Just because of a dam f ball.
Woa, some lala thing happened.
A guy pulled her gf's hair and f's hair?
This kind of guy also have, f t the max.
If I'm Yling, I'll straight away break.
Too bad I'm not her, rahhhhhhh. ;X

Hokay.
Msia tmr w Cheryl and her mom, heh.
:)