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no trust check no support check no communication check no loyalty check aha whats more aha ohwell i dont give a damn about what you both said im not some who can take those backstabbing and betrayals but i do miss our outings we used to hang out around in town spending on those unnecessary stuffs using our parents money sharing our problems going thru thick and thin together we even plan to move in together when we grow up i thought we would be friends forever i thought im lucky to have such a great friend i still remembered theres a time we told each other our secrets we promised not to tell anyone but yet.. at that time i knew i couldnt trust you no more things started to get bad on that day wars coming our way that have to involved teachers and parents wtflmfao worst year ever

friends are easy to find but true friends arent aha the most fuckedup was you dont know if they are gossiping behind your back and acting innocent infront of you up till now i dont really believe in friendship maybe because i am still learning to understand it i know ive been giving attitudes lately which i dont wish it to happen am not in a good mood recently i feel like killing everyone on earth i hate strangers for no reason i hate peepos that look at me i will start cursing them like theres no tmr i hate my relatives too i always think people with good intention are bad sorry im a kinda fuckedup person like what my mommy said im crazy hahah real world is crucial peoples can be fake infront of you they put a mask and you will never know the secret of the mask on their face now i decided to put on my mask too just for people who are wearing it too if you think this post is about you there you go

happy 43th birthday singapore same old performances, fireworks, etc lawl cant they change to something new and my company doesnt even have a half or a full day off before national day wtf man they want us to work like one fucking dog and ive so many things that im not happy with i have two times more works to do than him and he is always fucking late for 15 minutes the worst thing is his pay is higher than mine wtf la cant those filipinos pass the work to him why must they always fucking ask me to do it sigh its totally not fair because his position is the same as me and he seems woah-so-free seriously fucked up -o-

today after work went to find loyi at town we saw stevenlim from far i was like wtf aha and he came towards and approach me and loyi he started to ask whether are we from japan or singapore if we are intrested to be his model while listening i recall some of his retards videos lmfao i almost laugh out loud infront of him can after we headed down to kinokuniya went to find the anime book but didnt buy it in the end lawl shop awhile and had our dinner at Aijisen than call up kelvin decided to take off tmr boo tmr shall be my rest day peace oh

ive deleted away my previous emo entry i scared there is some misunderstanding :/ nothing much to update i guess been busy with my portfolio for my entry to nafa next year haha when i told mommy about this her first reaction was "i no money ah use ur own money" teehee bingo i never thought of using it anyway besides preparing im busying learning jap lang lolz omfgawd please their vocab is so confusing might be going down to town tmr to find my book uh im a good girl i read books everyday too and than sat all not free for sentosa well got to wait for vivien to get her pay on next sat life is so bored bored kentai same routine everyday work home work home so lifeless zz a long time since i last went shopping ill be getting my gucci bag soon soon after work fuck it cost me alot and mommy kept negotiating with me she wants my bag ahahahha bleah idk if i should feel happy or feeling regret :/

im so bored at work today, i seriously have nothing to do waiting for eric to call me back i want to change job asap i hate normal working hours i want a night shift job watched the dark knight last night with dumb rys a part where the joker dress up as a nurse dam funny and that idiot almost left his phone in the cinema or should i say i accidently drop off his phone lala idk why i have been having mood swing these days and i always vent my frustration on my friends bleh why so serious? :/

loyi's last day yesterday no more resume for her im sure gonna miss her alot alot hahaha after our work we took a bus down to marina sq but we missed our stop and ended up at bedok lol cousin daniel and his friend were waiting for us at hk cafe had our dinner there and cabbed down to eski bar my hands were shivering (-5 degree) omfg pls daniel ordered one red wine and snowflake for loyi played the dice game thingy and i kept losing and the loser got to drink which means i drank alot till my face look like some fucking lobster so red lol

after that we headed down to vogue which is one of his friend's pub lol he got damn many lobang then me and loyi went to play billard omfg can we played half way and we realised the black ball got shot in and we didnt even know it hahahah no wonder so many ppl in the pub kept staring at us -.-

went back abt 11 and we almost missed the last train as daniel and his friend still wanted to go over stjames WHICH IS JUST 3 MINUTES AWAY LOLOLOL no choice la we are too poor to take a cab home hard work money lei everyday do resume and resume i told my mom that i went drinking with cousin and she said why i never jio her go along haha then she said next friday dragonfly on weee

there's alot of stuff running through my mind i couldnt get to sleep last night was chatting the night away and also thought of taking off and my freaking aircon wasnt working mommy said the repair man gonna come on this sat man how am i gonna survive forced myself to wake this morning first thing that comes to my mind was resume and resume during work loyi realised that i wore my shirt upside down hahah wtf and the most cool thang was i didnt even realise it on my way to work luckily is not that damn obvious omfuckgod la i wanna change my job am sick of doing resume i wanna leave before kok heng crash on technilink (inside joke) LMFAO ~

yesterday was boss treat and it was pizza hut the seniors from upstair take like noone business boss got angry cause noone left him any chicken wing ended up the receptionist girl got scolded lmfao serve her right

first attempt at baking cookies .
loyi bought all the ingredients and came over was supposed to go ecp but due to the weather my whole kitchen was in a very big big mess zz after we cleared up everything we realised that my oven had some connection problem lol?! got no choice but to go over hui's house wtf :/

shut up i know it look like some shit but the cookie taste was chocolicious we addded damn lots of chocolates hahaha yummy shit and parent went msia meaning i can have the whole house to myself till tomorrow evening loves oh

life seems meaningless .

why work so hard just to die 70 years later
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went town with loyi after work yesterday we had pepper lunch for our dinner and the place went blackout for two times it seems like we are having candle lit dinner haha fucking funny man and my dear loyi stood outside pepper lunch and took pictures of it lol omgee wtf

me: somebody going learn chinese for four years
loyi: working for the president in the future ok
me: ya right. president's maid right
loyi: translator la! then u are wad? helping the
president to type resume everyday ar?
HAHAHAHAHAHA

happy sweet seventeen17s als! thanks for all the birthday wishes and lastly thanks jeremy for the lamb and flower teehee went escape old but still young at heart okay almost got a heart attack on the private ship we payed money to torture ourselfs? lolololol wtf played inverter again and again with loyi both of us almost fell asleep while the thing keep turning and turning 360 degree haha go-kart i still think batam gokart's the best we had dinner at nyny today went to meet mom at clarke quay after work she said to celebrate my birthday had our dinner at some jap restraunt then off to shop for my stuffs since she's on treat afterwhich we went drinking at kandi bar the long island iced tea kept making me yawn non stop omgee half way mom told me to stop drinking lol went to the central toilet and realised i left my thing in the pub wtf luckily one of the staff help me to keep it after off to boyfriend's place till then ehehehe

3days to seventeen17s birthday yes but im so not looking forward to it why does time seems to go so fast :/ batam trip was so b-o-r-e-d spent almost the whole time suntanning swimming suntanning swimming what e went nagoya hill center on the first day things over there were so fucking cheap and thats the nicest place in batam played go kart i was the last to go and i actually overtake the first person lmfao but fucking unlucky the motor got problem and im back with a motorbike had seafood dinner for the second day went down for our breakfast the next morning was enjoying my chocolate donut half way and this pretty woman and a so call shemale came and share the same table with us first thing when that shemale settle down she told a staff to ask their manager out and kept barking about how bad the service is middle finger to her, with love

didnt fully enjoyed in genting i guessed its because of the bad weather why did it rain on the second day ftw la while we wasted one hour queuing up for that dinosaurland omgee fucking lame and so a waste of time man then was queuing up for this coaster half way the staff said on maintenance due to bad weather went to played archery while waiting i shot the yellow circle four times lol i didnt know that i can aim so fugging well haha had dinner at some chinese restraunt with ben's parent than we headed theme park and que up for the space shot around 20 storey high lei hahah cbbbb those who ever thought of committing suicide i recommend youto try this ride i cant imagine if the seat not tighten enough than i really committing suicide on the spot coaster and everything than off to shopping next morning went to watched kungfu panda we were late for like half an hour six hours of journey back home plus another two hours of traffic jam i miss idiot rys so muchy took off the next day

next trip: bataM!